Wednesday, May 19, 2010

H-a-P-P-y

Last nights dream...

I can spell it and I can say it. Now I want to own it. My happiness comes and goes. The hourglass is turned and my happiness bulges at the bottleneck slowly trickling through. But it slips by and eventually the last grains drop. I find it hard to hold the reins of happiness, it does not come naturally. The horse bolts and bucks, I grab at the reins and try and salvage some control but all is lost. I am the master, the keeper but I regularly fail at the post. The horse races from magical meadows and bolts for dirty waters. It submerges pulling me under. I glance to the beautiful landscape left in vain and feel the water choke my lungs. But it is a dream and I am in control. The lake drains and I lay on beautiful golden sands. The sun fuels batteries and smiles in amplitudes, all is found. Lost was another chapter. The ending has not yet been written.............I find a pen, the empty page and you.......